The lucid intervals are lessening day by day..

Was I talking to myself out loud again?

There's this itch that just won't go away, keeps me restless and on the go all the time.

Hum bewafa hargiz na thay, par hum wafa kar na sakay.

The need to see things clearly for just one more time keeps me hooked to tea and coffee 24/7. they're supposed to help, no?

The floor needs to be cleaned again. 

Yeah. Anyways

Alcoholics are defined by WHO as...

Random text from 7171. Get funny caller ring tones. Bleh.

Interference with bodily..mental..social..malfunctioning

Too much caffeine has started the palpitations again.

Treatment of addiction: Hospital treatment, psychiatric treatment.

"Lizaaa I'm going crazyyy", I text Liz.
I keep staring at the phone. As if expecting her to come out of it. Lol.
"So am I", she texts back within a minute.
Dimagh mai keeray hain hamaray according to her. Lol
The monsoon dragonflies are flying around. Crazy, stupid, little creatures. (Waisay keeray? I wonder)

Vocational training unit. Medical psychotherapy unit.

I hear the Azaan, it doesn't calm me like it used to.

Causes of Alcoholism....

Where did my faith and imaan go

Domestic disharmony...failure...disappointment..

I have to pray.

Objectives of TFI-Pak..

I was never like this.

Charhi mujhay yaari teri aesi

Shit! Where did I go wrong?