Bleed into my existence.

Intoxicate my presence.

Heal me all over.

To run away again

It's a silent night. He 's far away. I've forgotten what it was like before him. He's still unaware of everything.

So where do I go with all these whirlpool of thoughts? My humongous ego won't let me open up in front of him. Obviously

"Imissyoutoday", she mumbled to herself.
Sighing once again she turned her concentration back to the assignment.
She thought of texting him but her egocentric nature kept erasing the typed message again and again.

"How could I fall in love?"

Rambling

Community medicine sucks. Ophthalmology is a monster.

Mai ginoo din bin teray..

Soch raha hun,

Kayee hain afsanay,

Teray meray wo din,

Wo beeti hui shaamain.

Wohi morr hain,

Jin pe,

Teri meri yaadain,

Kabhi bhool sakun na,

Wo dheemi si awaazain.

Happy 22nd Liz!

Thanks for always sticking around. 

You know I'm not so good at expressing lol.

I really can't write or tell what I want to.

Anything I write to try and explain how much you mean to me would simply do injustice to our friendship

Just wanted to tell you that you're an amazing person and your friendship means a lot to me. 

And that I love going crazy with you :D

I love how we rant about life and stupid things non-stop. Never caring about being judged.

You're awesome, don't ever change :)

Be mine

Stay mine.

So I was wondering just an hour ago that when was the last time when I really felt at peace with myself and all my surroundings. I couldn't remember when it was.
I don't know what happened. I panicked, broke down, spilled a few tears. I couldn't study. Didn't want to study. Couldn't, couldn't, couldn't just couldn't.
Maybe living alone was having it's toil.

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree.

And then after a while I stopped crying. Just sat there. Staring at the wall in front of me. Staring at the notes that I had pasted there. Then it started becoming a bit clearer. As if the fog had lifted. As if the uncertainty had all gone away. As if things weren't hazy anymore. I'm not religious. Nah nah. Not at all. But somehow it felt that God had heard me and was chuckling at my state and then He decided to help me out.
It started raining. It still is raining. That brought a smile on my face. You see rain alone can do wonders for me.
The sweet pittar  patter of rain on the window sill, the soft rustling of the leaves, the smell of geeli matti, the sound of clouds rumbling, the lightening-oh it all leaves me awestruck, it sure does. And what made the moment just too beautiful to be true was the Isha Azaan
The sound of Azaan. Oh how could I say it doesn't effect me the way it used to. It leaves me spell bound. It still does. Makes me forget my very own existence. Reverberates through my soul and leaves me dazed and in a trance like state. It's the most calming sound in the whole wide world. Hands down.
You see it's all perfect for me now.

Calm. Perfect. Serene